The holidays are meant to be filled with joy, connection, and celebration, but for many who have spent time in residential treatment for an eating disorder, the season often brings up painful memories. I’ve had clients share with me how tough it can be to look back at Thanksgivings and Christmases spent in treatment, away from family and friends. For them, it’s not just about the food, but the isolation, the sadness, and the feelings of being “different” during a time that is all about family gatherings and holiday cheer.

I want to take a moment to acknowledge how incredibly hard this time of year can be, especially when you find yourself thinking about those moments in treatment. Perhaps you spent the holidays in a sterile, hospital-like environment, surrounded by strangers and staff members who were there to help—but it didn’t feel like “home.” Maybe you felt like you were missing out on the warmth and joy of the holidays. The scent of home-cooked meals, the laughter around the dinner table, the shared traditions—those things can feel so far away when you’re sitting in a treatment center, struggling with your eating disorder and trying to heal.

If you’re one of those people, know this: You are not alone. Those memories are painful, and it’s okay to feel upset when you think back to a time when the holidays didn’t feel the way they were “supposed” to. But those memories don’t define your recovery, and they certainly don’t define you.

I’ve worked with many individuals who have been through the pain of treatment during the holidays, and I’ve seen just how strong they are for pushing through. Recovery is never easy, and it’s especially challenging when the holidays bring up so much emotion. But I also know that with time and support, it’s possible to heal and redefine what the holiday season means to you.

It’s Okay to Feel the Pain of Those Memories: If the thought of being in treatment during the holidays still stings, it’s completely valid. You may remember the quiet moments when you were in group therapy or the hours spent in your room, trying to avoid the intense focus on food that holidays bring. You may recall the longing to be with your family but feeling like you couldn’t leave because you weren’t “done” with treatment yet.

That feeling of missing out is real. The sadness of not being able to be “present” during the holidays because you were in treatment, focusing on your recovery, is a heavy burden to carry. But here’s something I want you to remember: you were doing the most important thing you could have been doing. You were working on your health, your healing, and your future. That’s not easy. It’s okay to mourn the experience of being away from loved ones, but it’s also okay to be proud of how far you’ve come since then.
Acknowledge the sadness, but also honor the strength it took to get through those times.

Creating New Holiday Traditions for Yourself: For many people in recovery, the holiday season is a reminder of a difficult past. But the beauty of recovery is that you can create new memories, new rituals, and new traditions that center on what’s most important to you now. You can make this time of year your time, not just a reminder of what’s been lost.

Here are a few ways to make the holidays feel more yours, even if the memories of treatment linger:

• Be Kind to Yourself: When you look back at the holidays spent in treatment, remember that you were doing the best you could at the time. Healing is hard work, and you chose to invest in yourself. Allow yourself to feel sadness or grief, but also remember to give yourself credit for how much progress you’ve made since then.
• Reclaim the Holiday Season: If the holidays feel overwhelming, start by choosing small, manageable ways to participate. Maybe it’s setting boundaries with family gatherings, or perhaps it’s spending the day doing something that brings you peace, like journaling, taking a walk, or enjoying a cozy evening at home with a comforting movie. The holidays don’t have to be celebrated in the same way they were before; they can be an opportunity to create a new, more supportive version of the season that works for you.
• Make New Traditions: Perhaps you can’t change the fact that you spent last Thanksgiving or Christmas in a treatment center, but you can still create new, positive memories. Maybe this year, you start a new tradition—something small like keeping a daily gratitude journal or making a special meal that aligns with your current relationship with food. These moments of self-care and mindfulness can help you take ownership of the holiday season.

Reach Out for Support: If the memories of being in treatment feel like too much to handle, don’t hesitate to reach out for support. You don’t need to go through the holidays alone. Talk to your therapist, join a support group, or lean on friends who understand what you’re going through. It can be incredibly helpful to have someone to talk to who can hold space for your emotions and offer reassurance.

Remember, you are not alone in feeling this way. Many people have faced the challenge of being in treatment during the holidays, and many people have come through it with strength, resilience, and a renewed sense of self. Healing from an eating disorder is not just about recovering from behaviors; it’s also about rebuilding your relationship with yourself, with food, and with your past.

A Final Thought: The holidays may bring difficult memories, but they don’t define your recovery. You are not the person you were when you were in treatment, and you don’t need to let those past experiences hold you back. Recovery is a journey of reclaiming your life, your identity, and your sense of peace.

This holiday season, I encourage you to be gentle with yourself. Allow yourself to grieve the past, but also look ahead with hope. You’ve made it through some of the toughest moments in your life, and you’re still here, moving forward.
You’ve got this.

The holidays are meant to be a time of joy, celebration, and connection, but for families with a loved one in eating disorder recovery, they can often feel overwhelming. With food-centered gatherings, family dynamics, and the pressure to be "perfect," it’s understandable that this time of year might bring anxiety, stress, and confusion. But here’s the good news: as a family member, you have the power to create a supportive environment that helps your loved one feel safe, understood, and loved. It’s all about being mindful, compassionate, and patient.

If you’ve ever found yourself wondering, "How can I help?"—you’re not alone. It’s normal to feel uncertain about what to say or do. But with a little guidance, you can be a source of support during this challenging time. So, let’s break it down, keep it real, and give you some tools to navigate the holidays with confidence.

1. Education is Your Superpower: The first step to being a supportive family member is understanding what your loved one is going through. Eating disorders are complex and often misunderstood. The more you know, the better equipped you’ll be to provide the right kind of support.

Pro Tip: Take some time to read up on eating disorders and recovery. Knowledge is not just power—it’s compassion in action. When you understand the nuances of their experience, it becomes easier to respond with empathy and care.

2. Create a Stress-Free, Food-Safe Zone: Holiday gatherings often revolve around food. For someone recovering from an eating disorder, that can be a lot to handle. As a family, you can help create an environment where food is just food—not a source of stress.

• Avoid discussing diets or body image: These topics can be triggering. Redirect the conversation to something else, like funny stories or shared memories.
• Make mealtimes about connection, not consumption: Encourage conversation and bonding during meals without focusing on how much someone is eating or how they look. It’s about enjoying the company and creating positive associations with food.

Pro Tip: If your loved one is struggling during a meal, gently offer to step away and provide space if needed. Sometimes, a quiet moment away from the table is all it takes to reset.

3. Set Boundaries, and Respect Them: Setting boundaries is an essential part of recovery, and it’s something your loved one may need your support with. If they’ve communicated boundaries—like not discussing certain foods, refusing certain comments, or needing breaks from food-related conversations—respect them. It's not personal; it's part of their healing process.

Pro Tip: If someone at the table crosses a boundary (e.g., comments on body image or makes unsolicited remarks about food), kindly step in and say, “We’re focusing on having a positive, supportive environment here. Let’s steer the conversation away from that topic.”

4. Stay Calm and Keep It Light: Let’s be honest: navigating the holidays with someone in recovery can be stressful for everyone involved. But the more you can stay calm and maintain a positive, relaxed energy, the more your loved one will feel supported. The goal isn’t to avoid tough situations entirely but to approach them with a calm, level-headed demeanor.

Pro Tip: If the stress level rises, take a deep breath and remind yourself that your loved one’s recovery is a journey. Don’t expect perfection—just offer patience and understanding.

5. Encourage Self-Care and Emotional Check-Ins: The holidays can be emotionally charged, so it’s important to encourage self-care. Let your loved one know it’s okay to step away and take some time for themselves if they feel overwhelmed. Also, make it a habit to check in on their emotional well-being throughout the season. It’s about giving them space to express their feelings without judgment.

Pro Tip: Gently ask how they’re feeling and what they might need. Even a simple “Are you okay? I’m here if you need to talk or just take a break” can go a long way in showing your care.

6. Celebrate Progress, No Matter How Small: Eating disorder recovery is not a linear journey. There will be ups and downs, but it’s important to celebrate the small victories—whether it’s a successful family meal or a day when your loved one feels more at ease. Acknowledging progress can help build your loved one’s confidence and motivation to continue their recovery.

Pro Tip: Take a moment to say, “I’m proud of you for showing up today” or “You handled that situation really well.” Positive reinforcement can be incredibly validating and boost their self-esteem.

7. Don’t Forget to Take Care of Yourself: As a family member, you’re deeply invested in your loved one’s well-being, but you also need to look after your own emotional health. It’s okay to feel frustrated, tired, or unsure of how to help. Make sure you’re getting the support you need—whether through therapy, talking to a trusted friend, or seeking guidance from a support group.

Pro Tip: Set aside time for yourself, even if it’s just a walk, a hobby, or a chat with someone who gets it. Taking care of your own well-being makes you a better support system for your loved one.

Wrapping It Up: The holidays don’t have to be a time of stress and anxiety for families supporting someone in eating disorder recovery. By educating yourself, setting boundaries, fostering a stress-free environment, and encouraging self-care, you can help your loved one feel loved, understood, and supported. Remember, you don’t need to have all the answers—you just need to show up with compassion, patience, and an open heart.
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So, here’s to a holiday season filled with more connection and less stress. You’ve got this!

:Ah, the holidays. The season of joy, family, and stressful food situations. Whether it's the endless buffet of holiday treats or the barrage of family comments about food and body image, the holidays can feel like a landmine of triggers for anyone in recovery from an eating disorder. And yet, you can get through it, even if it feels like the world is throwing mashed potatoes and cookies at you from every direction.

The truth is, you’re not alone in this struggle. You’re not the only one feeling overwhelmed by food-centered gatherings, and you absolutely don’t have to suffer in silence. The holidays don’t need to be an emotional rollercoaster, even though it’s easy to feel like you’re on one. So, let’s break it down, find some peace, and equip you with some tools to help you feel supported and, dare we say, maybe even enjoy the season a little bit more.

1. The Power of Planning Ahead: You know that feeling when you walk into a holiday gathering and everything seems to be revolving around food, and it’s suddenly all too much? Avoiding this feeling starts with planning ahead. I know, planning might sound a little “mom” or “too organized,” but hear me out—this is your tool for sanity. Take a little time before the event to think through what you’ll eat, when you’ll eat, and how you’ll handle tricky situations. Bring a snack that’s comfortable for you, or even pack a meal you feel good about. When you know what’s coming, it’s easier to stay grounded and make choices that align with your recovery.

Pro Tip: If you’re going to be surrounded by people who may not fully understand your needs, it can help to decide ahead of time how much information you’re comfortable sharing. You don’t owe anyone an explanation, but it’s okay to set boundaries.

2. Mindful Eating (No, Really!) I know what you're thinking. Mindful eating? Right now? During the holiday madness? It’s okay, I get it. But hear me out—mindful eating can actually be your superhero this season. When you take a moment to slow down and really taste your food, you may find yourself feeling more in control and less stressed. Try to focus on the sensation of eating rather than the emotional chaos swirling around you. This could be as simple as taking a deep breath before each bite, or focusing on the texture and flavors of the food you’re eating. You deserve to be present in the moment, not caught in a whirlwind of guilt or anxiety.

Pro Tip: If you're feeling overwhelmed, it’s perfectly okay to take a break from the food table. Excuse yourself, go for a walk, or just step outside to gather your thoughts. It’s important to honor your body’s cues.

3. Set Boundaries Like a Boss: Listen, setting boundaries isn’t just for the “tough” folks. It’s for everyone—especially for you. If you know a family member tends to make comments about your eating habits or body, you are allowed to set a boundary. This isn’t about being rude; it’s about protecting your peace. You can say things like, “I’m focusing on my recovery, and I’d rather not talk about food or my body right now.” Or, if someone pushes, gently redirect: “I appreciate your concern, but I’m good with my choices, thank you.” Setting boundaries can be tough, but remember--you’re not responsible for other people’s discomfort. They can manage their feelings; your job is to protect your own well-being.

Pro Tip: You might feel a little guilty setting boundaries, but remember, you can’t pour from an empty cup. You have to take care of yourself first.

4. Use Affirmations Like Your Favorite Holiday Sweater: Affirmations aren’t just for “self-help gurus.” They’re a great tool for anyone in recovery—especially during emotionally charged times like the holidays. Here are a few you can use to stay grounded:

• “I am doing the best I can, and that’s enough.”
• “My worth is not determined by the food I eat.”
• “I am allowed to enjoy this meal without guilt.”
• “I am strong, and I am capable of handling this situation.”

Write them down, repeat them to yourself, and don’t be afraid to say them out loud if you need to. The holidays might not be a cakewalk, but you can definitely walk through them with strength and grace.

Pro Tip: Carry your affirmations with you—whether on a piece of paper, on your phone, or in your mind. They’re your secret weapon!

5. Reach Out for Support: Let’s be real: the holidays can be isolating, especially when you feel like you’re the only one struggling with food-related anxiety. But you don’t have to navigate it alone. Lean on your support system—whether it’s friends, a therapist, or a support group. Having a quick check-in or a text from someone who gets it can help ground you when the stress builds up.

Pro Tip: If you’re feeling isolated, even a quick text or call with a friend or support group can make all the difference. Sometimes, just hearing “you’re doing great” is all you need to keep going.

Wrapping It UpI know the holidays can feel like a maze of food-related anxiety and emotional landmines, but you are capable of handling it. By preparing ahead of time, practicing mindfulness, setting boundaries, using affirmations, and reaching out for support, you can navigate the season with more peace, strength, and maybe even a bit of joy.

So go ahead, grab a hot chocolate (or your preferred cozy beverage), and give yourself credit for showing up this holiday season. Recovery is tough, but so are you. And hey, if you slip up, that’s okay too. Just get back on track and keep moving forward. You’ve got this!

Welcome back to "The Recovery Scoop"! Today, we're diving into a topic that many of us in recovery face: navigating social events without letting food anxiety take over. Whether it's a party, dinner out, or a casual gathering, these situations can stir up a mix of emotions. Here are some practical tips and strategies to help you enjoy these moments while staying true to your recovery journey.

1. Plan Ahead

Before heading to the event, take some time to plan. Consider what foods might be served and how you can navigate them comfortably. If possible, check the menu beforehand or ask the host for details. Planning ahead can reduce uncertainty and ease anxiety about food choices.

2. Bring a Supportive Friend

Having a supportive friend or loved one with you can make a world of difference. Choose someone who understands your journey and can offer encouragement and distraction if needed. They can also help you feel more at ease in social settings where food is a focal point.

3. Focus on Connections

Shift your focus from food to the people and connections around you. Engage in conversations, share stories, and enjoy the company of others. Social events are about more than just food—they're opportunities to connect and build relationships.

4. Practice Mindful Eating

If you choose to eat at the event, practice mindful eating. Take small bites, savor the flavors, and pay attention to your body's hunger and fullness cues. Mindful eating can help you stay present and reduce anxiety around food choices.

5. Have an Exit Strategy

It's okay to give yourself permission to leave if you start feeling overwhelmed. Have an exit strategy in mind, such as setting a time limit for how long you'll stay or having a signal with your supportive friend. Taking breaks or stepping outside for fresh air can also provide moments of calm.

6. Challenge Negative Thoughts

Be mindful of any negative thoughts or anxieties that arise during the event. Challenge them with compassionate self-talk. Remind yourself of your progress in recovery and the steps you're taking to care for yourself.

7. Celebrate Your Success

After the event, take a moment to celebrate your accomplishments. Recognize the challenges you faced and how you navigated them with strength and resilience. Every positive experience in social settings is a step forward in your recovery journey.

Conclusion

Navigating social events in eating disorder recovery can be challenging, but with preparation, support, and mindful practices, you can enjoy these moments without letting food anxiety take over. Remember, your recovery is a journey, and each event is an opportunity to learn and grow stronger.
Stay tuned for more insights and tips on "The Recovery Scoop" as we continue to dish out support and sprinkle a dash of humor to spice up your recovery journey in the real world!

Keep shining bright,
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Coleen